He woke up feeling very warm. Sun was shining bright through the window. Radha had already woken up. He could hear the shower running in the bathroom. He glanced the clock kept on the side table. It was 8 AM. "She wakes up around this time usually", he thought. Today she was already in the shower. He felt like sleeping some more.
Radha came out a few minutes later filling the room with a beautiful fragrance. He saw her from the corner of his eye. She had washed her hair. She was wearing the white silk gown she wears generally after her bath. Sometimes he looks at her and realize how beautiful she is. She has big eyes, long dark eye lashes, pointed nose, luscious lips and full cheeks. He loves the way her hair flow around and trouble her. He could sense happiness and an excitement on her face. He knew the reason behind her happiness. It kept running in his mind through out the night. The thought of her meeting Vatsya made him anxious. He sat up in the bed all bewildered and sleepy. He closed his eyes again. He wanted his morning tea. He wondered if she had forgotten about it.
Radha saw him and thought "he must be waiting for his tea". Suddenly she remembered and rushed to the kitchen. The gas was on and the tea was boiling. It had boiled and had spilled out. The kitchen slab, the gas stove, everything was in a mess. She had kept the tea on the stove and then went for her bath. She completely forgot about the tea. Her mind was preoccupied. She was planning the day that lay ahead. She was meeting Vatsya at the exhibition. Then they would have lunch at the Thai place she really liked or where ever Vatsya would suggest. She always had fun with Vatsya no matter where ever they went. They would ask about each other's lives, routines, work and what not. Even after talking for hours there would be so much more. They did not meet quite often so there would be a lot to catch up on. Something or the other kept them busy. But now they make a point to meet as frequently as possible. Vatsya also insisted. She could never say no to her. She took some tissues and cleaned away the spilled tea. She took another sauce pan and put a second batch of tea for boiling. She had planned to wear the peacock color dress that she had bought last year. While looking at the simmering tea, she imagined herself in it. She started smiling. She was going out after many days. She did go out every now and then for the normal household work but it had been quite some time that she went out with friends or Akshay for a fun outing. Earlier, on a Friday or a Saturday evening, they used to go out for clubbing, dancing or dinner. But they stopped doing that gradually. They both started to feel awkward around each other in public places. At home, they could remain distant from each other and kept living their own lives. But when they went out, they had to look comfortable and spent a lot of time with just each other. So they stopped going out. Sometimes, she just gets ready to look nice and feel happy about herself. She dresses up and roam around in the house or go out for a walk. She would stand in front of the mirror and tell herself that she looks beautiful.
The tea had boiled and she switched off the gas. She took the cups inside.
Akshay was still sitting on the bed. He took a cup of tea and said to Radha " You up so early today?"
Radha took a sip of tea and said "Yeah, felt like getting up early today".
Akshay said "When will you come back?"
Radha replied "I am not sure. Maybe before dinner."
Akshay requested "Do drop me a text whenever you are back".
Radha said "Okay."
They converse in a very restricted manner these days. They both are aware of the distances between them and the reasons behind those distances. It took them some time to understand each other and by the time they did, they had already moved away from each other. Radha could never understand why Akshay would not open up to her. It was beyond her understanding that he talked when ever he felt like and refused to talk most of the other times. There was a phase when she really felt alone. She felt as if she was living with a stranger who could only think about himself. A stranger with whom she had slept. She really needed him and he was not there. He could have been but he chose not to. Then she kind of erased his need from her life. She became neutral towards him. Akshay is aware of all this.
She got up after finishing her cup of tea. Akshay also got up and went inside the washroom. She put on the radio and started getting ready. There was a different air in the house today. An air of excitement and happiness. He also started humming along with the songs in the shower. His mind was not at peace though. He started to plan out the meetings that he had at office and what he would say at the presentation. She was ready by the time he came out. Million of things came to his mind when he looked at her but he chose not to think about anything. A long day lay ahead at the office for him. He has been working towards his promotion. He was completing his work before time, was actively participating in all kinds of activities & meetings and was stepping up to take responsibilities. But this was not the reason behind their estranged relationship. They had become indifferent towards each other a long time back.This december they would be completing four years of marriage and they have been living like this for as long as he could remember. He obviously remembers the starting few months of their marriage. It was an amazing time. They would be all over each other all the time. Dinners and lunches were ordered from outside. People used to knock at the gate for a long time and then would return back. Akshay bunked office many times. A lot of people complained about the calls they never returned. It went on for a few months and life got back to its own pace or maybe even slower.
He looked at her and said "See you!"
Radha said "See you".
She left the house 5 minutes after Akshay. She found her amidst so many people. As always, her face was shining and she smiled & waved towards Radha. They hugged each other and asked about each other's well being.
Vatsya cheerfully said "How have you been?"
Radha replied " I am well. And you?"
Vatsya said "As always. Good."
Vatsya is a tall women of a slim build. She has a long neck, sharp cheekbones and long hair. She keeps her hair open most of the time. She is not as beautiful as Radha but she sure is very attractive and carries herself well.
This art gallery is in the centre of the city and adorns creations from new artists every month. The artist of this month has been talked all over in the news papers and people have appreciated him. He has gained a lot of recognition in a very small time. When Vatsya told her about the artist and his work, Radha was instantly interested. He creates paintings, structures and does some metal work also. Most of his work is based around women and nature. He had used rich colors in the paintings. Even the paintings with gloomy figures had a mix of beautiful colors. Maybe the artist wanted to show people that even if you are sad or you are having a low time, your life on a larger frame is much more colorful. Maybe for the time being you are looking at a smaller frame and you need to shift your focus. Those paintings inspired Radha. She smiled. She was captivated by a painting where a women was wrapped in a khadi color sari which barely covered her body. She was looking up at the sky and was dancing.
That painting somehow reminded her of Vatsya. She looked around to find her and there she was. She was standing a bit far off and was talking to the artist. Vatsya is so enthusiastic about life. Radha miss that in herself. Somehow she had led time and complexities take over her basic self. To be happy, curious and excited about the smallest things in life were features of the past for her. But now she wants to change that. She remembers the day she and Vatsya had met. She was out shopping by herself. One of those days, when she dressed up and went out to get some fresh air. There was this beautiful nursery nearby where she had been planning to go for a little while. She loves plants. She was strolling the nursery carelessly and she ran into a women. She apologized as she knew it was her mistake. The women replied "Don't worry. It happens" . They exchanged smiles. Something felt different and they just started talking. They had coffee at a coffee shop near the nursery. It was a nice day. They bought a few plants and exchanged numbers.
Vatsya called her a few days later and invited her to a play. Radha had felt different for a moment. No one had ever shown this much warmth towards her, specially, in such a short span of time. She could not say no. She didn't wanted to. It was not like that she had great plans for the evening. So she went. Now it has been an year since they have met. They had planned this day out specially to celebrate one year of togetherness. They have shared their problems, their lives and have been with each other through thin and thick. They call up each other even for the smallest of the things . Radha feels that Vatsya watches out her back and is there whenever needed. Vatsya feels the same. They have become very close and understand each other very well.
Radha was initially surprised by Vatsya's lifestyle and her attitude towards life. She used to think, "Could someone be so carefree and just live in the present?". When they had met, Vatsya was in a live in relationship. Soon afterwards, she called her and told her that everything was over. She was in this relationship for almost two years. She has now rented her own space at some distance from the main city and stays there. Radha has seen the house. She visited Vatsya there one day. They had gone to the movies later. She really liked her apartment. It was not big but was beautifully arranged and well kept. It was kind of a studio with a small extra guest room. It had a big balcony with plants all over it. It had the view of a park. Radha had liked it instantly.
Vatsya was standing nearby and was calling out her name. Radha came back to her senses.
They both had finished looking at the exhibition and they head out for lunch. It was a fun day. They catched up on a lot and felt relaxed.
Radha took a taxi back home. She wondered if it was a good day to talk to Akshay. She decided not to think too much.
She was looking out of the window. She asked the taxi driver to increase the volume of radio.
Radha came out a few minutes later filling the room with a beautiful fragrance. He saw her from the corner of his eye. She had washed her hair. She was wearing the white silk gown she wears generally after her bath. Sometimes he looks at her and realize how beautiful she is. She has big eyes, long dark eye lashes, pointed nose, luscious lips and full cheeks. He loves the way her hair flow around and trouble her. He could sense happiness and an excitement on her face. He knew the reason behind her happiness. It kept running in his mind through out the night. The thought of her meeting Vatsya made him anxious. He sat up in the bed all bewildered and sleepy. He closed his eyes again. He wanted his morning tea. He wondered if she had forgotten about it.
Radha saw him and thought "he must be waiting for his tea". Suddenly she remembered and rushed to the kitchen. The gas was on and the tea was boiling. It had boiled and had spilled out. The kitchen slab, the gas stove, everything was in a mess. She had kept the tea on the stove and then went for her bath. She completely forgot about the tea. Her mind was preoccupied. She was planning the day that lay ahead. She was meeting Vatsya at the exhibition. Then they would have lunch at the Thai place she really liked or where ever Vatsya would suggest. She always had fun with Vatsya no matter where ever they went. They would ask about each other's lives, routines, work and what not. Even after talking for hours there would be so much more. They did not meet quite often so there would be a lot to catch up on. Something or the other kept them busy. But now they make a point to meet as frequently as possible. Vatsya also insisted. She could never say no to her. She took some tissues and cleaned away the spilled tea. She took another sauce pan and put a second batch of tea for boiling. She had planned to wear the peacock color dress that she had bought last year. While looking at the simmering tea, she imagined herself in it. She started smiling. She was going out after many days. She did go out every now and then for the normal household work but it had been quite some time that she went out with friends or Akshay for a fun outing. Earlier, on a Friday or a Saturday evening, they used to go out for clubbing, dancing or dinner. But they stopped doing that gradually. They both started to feel awkward around each other in public places. At home, they could remain distant from each other and kept living their own lives. But when they went out, they had to look comfortable and spent a lot of time with just each other. So they stopped going out. Sometimes, she just gets ready to look nice and feel happy about herself. She dresses up and roam around in the house or go out for a walk. She would stand in front of the mirror and tell herself that she looks beautiful.
The tea had boiled and she switched off the gas. She took the cups inside.
Akshay was still sitting on the bed. He took a cup of tea and said to Radha " You up so early today?"
Radha took a sip of tea and said "Yeah, felt like getting up early today".
Akshay said "When will you come back?"
Radha replied "I am not sure. Maybe before dinner."
Akshay requested "Do drop me a text whenever you are back".
Radha said "Okay."
They converse in a very restricted manner these days. They both are aware of the distances between them and the reasons behind those distances. It took them some time to understand each other and by the time they did, they had already moved away from each other. Radha could never understand why Akshay would not open up to her. It was beyond her understanding that he talked when ever he felt like and refused to talk most of the other times. There was a phase when she really felt alone. She felt as if she was living with a stranger who could only think about himself. A stranger with whom she had slept. She really needed him and he was not there. He could have been but he chose not to. Then she kind of erased his need from her life. She became neutral towards him. Akshay is aware of all this.
She got up after finishing her cup of tea. Akshay also got up and went inside the washroom. She put on the radio and started getting ready. There was a different air in the house today. An air of excitement and happiness. He also started humming along with the songs in the shower. His mind was not at peace though. He started to plan out the meetings that he had at office and what he would say at the presentation. She was ready by the time he came out. Million of things came to his mind when he looked at her but he chose not to think about anything. A long day lay ahead at the office for him. He has been working towards his promotion. He was completing his work before time, was actively participating in all kinds of activities & meetings and was stepping up to take responsibilities. But this was not the reason behind their estranged relationship. They had become indifferent towards each other a long time back.This december they would be completing four years of marriage and they have been living like this for as long as he could remember. He obviously remembers the starting few months of their marriage. It was an amazing time. They would be all over each other all the time. Dinners and lunches were ordered from outside. People used to knock at the gate for a long time and then would return back. Akshay bunked office many times. A lot of people complained about the calls they never returned. It went on for a few months and life got back to its own pace or maybe even slower.
He looked at her and said "See you!"
Radha said "See you".
She left the house 5 minutes after Akshay. She found her amidst so many people. As always, her face was shining and she smiled & waved towards Radha. They hugged each other and asked about each other's well being.
Vatsya cheerfully said "How have you been?"
Radha replied " I am well. And you?"
Vatsya said "As always. Good."
Vatsya is a tall women of a slim build. She has a long neck, sharp cheekbones and long hair. She keeps her hair open most of the time. She is not as beautiful as Radha but she sure is very attractive and carries herself well.
This art gallery is in the centre of the city and adorns creations from new artists every month. The artist of this month has been talked all over in the news papers and people have appreciated him. He has gained a lot of recognition in a very small time. When Vatsya told her about the artist and his work, Radha was instantly interested. He creates paintings, structures and does some metal work also. Most of his work is based around women and nature. He had used rich colors in the paintings. Even the paintings with gloomy figures had a mix of beautiful colors. Maybe the artist wanted to show people that even if you are sad or you are having a low time, your life on a larger frame is much more colorful. Maybe for the time being you are looking at a smaller frame and you need to shift your focus. Those paintings inspired Radha. She smiled. She was captivated by a painting where a women was wrapped in a khadi color sari which barely covered her body. She was looking up at the sky and was dancing.
That painting somehow reminded her of Vatsya. She looked around to find her and there she was. She was standing a bit far off and was talking to the artist. Vatsya is so enthusiastic about life. Radha miss that in herself. Somehow she had led time and complexities take over her basic self. To be happy, curious and excited about the smallest things in life were features of the past for her. But now she wants to change that. She remembers the day she and Vatsya had met. She was out shopping by herself. One of those days, when she dressed up and went out to get some fresh air. There was this beautiful nursery nearby where she had been planning to go for a little while. She loves plants. She was strolling the nursery carelessly and she ran into a women. She apologized as she knew it was her mistake. The women replied "Don't worry. It happens" . They exchanged smiles. Something felt different and they just started talking. They had coffee at a coffee shop near the nursery. It was a nice day. They bought a few plants and exchanged numbers.
Vatsya called her a few days later and invited her to a play. Radha had felt different for a moment. No one had ever shown this much warmth towards her, specially, in such a short span of time. She could not say no. She didn't wanted to. It was not like that she had great plans for the evening. So she went. Now it has been an year since they have met. They had planned this day out specially to celebrate one year of togetherness. They have shared their problems, their lives and have been with each other through thin and thick. They call up each other even for the smallest of the things . Radha feels that Vatsya watches out her back and is there whenever needed. Vatsya feels the same. They have become very close and understand each other very well.
Radha was initially surprised by Vatsya's lifestyle and her attitude towards life. She used to think, "Could someone be so carefree and just live in the present?". When they had met, Vatsya was in a live in relationship. Soon afterwards, she called her and told her that everything was over. She was in this relationship for almost two years. She has now rented her own space at some distance from the main city and stays there. Radha has seen the house. She visited Vatsya there one day. They had gone to the movies later. She really liked her apartment. It was not big but was beautifully arranged and well kept. It was kind of a studio with a small extra guest room. It had a big balcony with plants all over it. It had the view of a park. Radha had liked it instantly.
Vatsya was standing nearby and was calling out her name. Radha came back to her senses.
They both had finished looking at the exhibition and they head out for lunch. It was a fun day. They catched up on a lot and felt relaxed.
Radha took a taxi back home. She wondered if it was a good day to talk to Akshay. She decided not to think too much.
She was looking out of the window. She asked the taxi driver to increase the volume of radio.
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